4. Antarctic Coffee Beans and Other Musings
Cris Amaya joins me this week! Cris has an illustrious background in gaming, including serving on the International Game Developers Association, founding Latinos in Gaming, and previously working at Google Stadia, Twitch, and Unity. We discuss the job market and all of its flaws, how difficult it can be to actually be in the job, book recommendations, and more.
Transcript
Hello, and welcome to the metal woman podcast. I'm
Lindsay Poss:your host, Lindsay the boss POS, and I am so excited to be the
Lindsay Poss:host of the podcast. Thank you all for listening. Thank you, if
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Lindsay Poss:gonna have conversations about what it's like to be a woman in
Lindsay Poss:the gaming industry, from struggle to success recovering
Lindsay Poss:it all. To our returning listeners. Thank you so much for
Lindsay Poss:supporting the show for leaving those reviews, like I said, and
Lindsay Poss:to new listeners. Welcome. I am so excited to introduce our
Lindsay Poss:guest this week, we have such an amazing list of guests and this
Lindsay Poss:one, it totally does not disappoint. She fits the bill
Lindsay Poss:Chrissa Maya has an illustrious background in gaming, including
Lindsay Poss:serving on the International Game Developers Association,
Lindsay Poss:founding Latinos in gaming and previously working at Google
Lindsay Poss:stadia, Twitch and unity. So that's your roster there.
Lindsay Poss:Welcome to the show. Chris, thank you so much for coming on.
Lindsay Poss:And to third, if you just wouldn't mind expanding on a
Lindsay Poss:little bit of that background I gave, because I think there's a
Lindsay Poss:lot lot to talk about there. And we'd love to hear more about
Lindsay Poss:you.
Unknown:Yeah, well, first off, thank you for having me. Super
Unknown:cute intro. So let's see, I am in events, marketing in gaming,
Unknown:I really like focusing on events, community building
Unknown:social media. So really consumer focused consumer facing
Unknown:marketing stuff. Latinos and gaming Latin X and gaming,
Unknown:however you pronounce it or whatever you prefer. We are a
Unknown:nonprofit dedicated to getting more Latin X books hired in the
Unknown:gaming industry. And then in terms of my work experience, you
Unknown:know, I've done everything from being a social media manager to
Unknown:be head of an event department, you name it, I've been involved
Unknown:in the consumer marketing focus side of it in some capacity. And
Unknown:I'm really excited to see kind of like, what goes on next.
Lindsay Poss:So where did you start? And how did you work up
Lindsay Poss:to where you are? Now? Social Media Manager is such a caught
Lindsay Poss:like, I've been there, you know, tech industry jobs, it's it's
Lindsay Poss:definitely a new thing. I feel like we probably have a lot of
Lindsay Poss:people listening in who have also done that. But how were you
Lindsay Poss:able to kind of take that next step? And what opportunities did
Lindsay Poss:you look forward to get to where you are now.
Unknown:So I started out in social media management back in,
Unknown:I'm going to like date myself here, like back in 2012 2013.
Unknown:Food, don't guess the age. And what I will say is, I didn't
Unknown:like it, right? Like I, it made me be on social media a lot. And
Unknown:when you're between the ages of 22 and 23, it's pretty damaging,
Unknown:to see everybody else winning all the time, and you don't
Unknown:really feel like you are especially when you're that
Unknown:young. So I started looking to other things. And I was like,
Unknown:What do I like doing? Right? Like, I like that I like the
Unknown:parties I go to I like the games, columns, the taxes, etc.
Unknown:So I was like, I'm going to be an event manager, being an event
Unknown:manager is not an easy necessarily not none of these
Unknown:fields. Forget, you know, like almost all of the gaming
Unknown:industry is difficult to get into, they expect you to have
Unknown:pre Vegas experience, they expect you to know the industry.
Unknown:And as we grow and become more professional, there's an
Unknown:expectation that you like, are the best of the best, you know,
Unknown:and so I was entering at a time where it was still a little bit
Unknown:of the wild wild west. And there was still like a joining of, you
Unknown:know, this person worked at Google for 15 years, and now
Unknown:they're working at Twitch kind of kind of energy. So I would do
Unknown:it on the side, I started as being if you work taxes, you can
Unknown:get paid for your time at PAX, which covers like maybe your
Unknown:hotel if you get a cheap one, and you share with a bunch of
Unknown:friends, or if like depending where you're coming from. And
Unknown:then you could also get the ticket covered for free. So I
Unknown:would be an expo hall floor. And then that would also give me the
Unknown:chance to network. So it was a relatively cheap, and I like
Unknown:quote marks that one it's a relatively cheaper way to
Unknown:interact with the gaming developers who were often out on
Unknown:the show floor. And so I started doing that in 2013. And then in
Unknown:2015, no, 2013 I started working for a company called well
Unknown:played. And I was their hospitality manager on the side.
Unknown:So I still had a full time job I do. And I was also doing a side
Unknown:gig because my like getting into events full time was not an
Unknown:entry level position.
Lindsay Poss:Yeah, give it up. If for those of you who haven't
Lindsay Poss:been to PAX, there's east west and I know that they've been
Lindsay Poss:talking about adding some other Oh, I see south on the schedule
Lindsay Poss:actually. I'm an East Coast or sorry, on East Coast one. But
Lindsay Poss:for those of you who haven't looked at PAX, it's an it's an
Lindsay Poss:it's actually a really awesome conference. It's actually where
Lindsay Poss:I got my start as well. So if it's financially feasible, it's
Lindsay Poss:it's it's really fun. There's a lot of business that happens
Lindsay Poss:there. But there's also a lot of fun stuff. So I do recommend it.
Lindsay Poss:I don't know if you have the same experience, but I, I've
Lindsay Poss:only been a couple times, but I have enjoyed it.
Unknown:The good consultants are what you make? Yeah, so it's
Unknown:very true. Right? Like, you can go and just party the whole
Unknown:time. And like, that's your prerogative, you could also go
Unknown:and have like, set panels you want to go to because there are
Unknown:certain game developer that you really admire is going to be
Unknown:there. And then you could be like, hey, I want to meet you,
Unknown:like, how do I get on your calendar? Right? Like you could,
Unknown:that could be your entire purpose, and that one
Unknown:interaction could carry you really far in this industry,
Unknown:right? It all really depends on like, how you interact and how
Unknown:you involve yourself, and really what your goals are. And I know,
Unknown:it's probably scary, especially if you're younger, because I
Unknown:remember, I didn't really decide what I wanted to do until I was
Unknown:2324. But college was started when I was 18. And ended and I
Unknown:was 21. And so like, for me, it was scary.
Lindsay Poss:Kind of wild that we go from having an entire
Lindsay Poss:routine our whole lives from being born and then at 18. It's
Lindsay Poss:like, oh, just gonna ship you away. Put you somewhere. You're
Lindsay Poss:gonna just figure it out. Like nobody has any idea what they're
Lindsay Poss:doing it Lena leave for college or just graduate high school in
Lindsay Poss:general, because that whole routine immediately disappears
Lindsay Poss:overnight. When you graduate, just insane. But yeah,
Lindsay Poss:millennial diatribe,
Unknown:I think, yeah, it's kind of wild, how heavy the
Unknown:expectations were on millennials. And if this isn't
Unknown:just an us thing, I feel bad for Gen Z to like, we come out there
Unknown:and in the middle of a recession, right. And then they
Unknown:were like, go find jobs. And I studied political science. And I
Unknown:remember just being like, where everything's only paying $8 an
Unknown:hour for Florida. So like, even that was like barely livable,
Unknown:right? And I just was supposed to do like an unpaid internship,
Unknown:I was struggling with debt already. Because like, I had to
Unknown:pay for college to like I didn't necessarily have the funding
Unknown:some other kids do. And when you think about it, like our
Unknown:workforce and our work systems that have more like middle, you
Unknown:know, blue collar, white collar types of jobs, right? If you're
Unknown:really thinking about those differences, there's classism
Unknown:there, right? Especially in the gaming industry to get into
Unknown:gaming, you have to be able to afford, like, the computer I'm
Unknown:sitting on right now is $1,700. Luckily, it's a work laptop,
Unknown:right? Like, there's other pieces like being able to afford
Unknown:to travel being able to afford to play the games. And if you
Unknown:don't have those bear various of entries down like, oh, yeah,
Unknown:yeah, it's tough. I feel bad. So one thing I'm going to plug that
Unknown:annex and given here that we're trying to do is we're trying to
Unknown:fill those gaps are not the only ones. By the way. I'm like, not
Unknown:trying to sound like we're taking credit. But there's a lot
Unknown:of us out there in the DNI space that are doing grants so that we
Unknown:can help get people funding for what they need to do. So like,
Unknown:you know, we recently got a guy a new monitor, and he had one
Unknown:that was 15 years old, and he needed to do to do work,
Lindsay Poss:right? Yes, you are currently speaking to
Lindsay Poss:someone who is working on a 2012 MacBook been able to upgrade? It
Lindsay Poss:is you know what, it is a blessing. It still runs, I have
Lindsay Poss:a billion things plugged into it. Sometimes the fan gets
Lindsay Poss:really angry, but we're still going.
Unknown:I respect you
Lindsay Poss:know, someone who works in the gaming industry,
Lindsay Poss:but and I actually do have access to gaming computer, but I
Lindsay Poss:share it with a partner and it's not in a good spot I have you
Lindsay Poss:know, it's a whole complicated story. But I guess to sum up,
Lindsay Poss:one thing that I liked that you said is that you're doing grants
Lindsay Poss:because I think as millennials and Gen Z years and even older
Lindsay Poss:generations being saddled with debt anytime I hear the word
Lindsay Poss:scholarship, or there's certain words terms that make me nervous
Lindsay Poss:about companies when they offer things. So grants are worried
Lindsay Poss:that I generally have a good connotation. And I appreciate
Lindsay Poss:the mission behind a grant behind grant funding as opposed
Lindsay Poss:to a lot of other forms of funding.
Unknown:Yeah, yeah, we have one cool thing about our grant
Unknown:program too. And I agree grant funding is the way to go to be
Unknown:real, but we are letting some of our people who have raised money
Unknown:for us who are bigger in the gaming industry and Latinx
Unknown:decide how we get that money out to right. So one person I'm
Unknown:going to name Andy Cortes from kind of funny. Yeah, he raised
Unknown:seven grand for us. That's not That's not chump change that
Unknown:could set somebody up for I mean, if you gave me seven grand
Unknown:when I was between the ages of 22 to like 28, it would have
Unknown:changed my life at the time, right? It would have immensely
Unknown:helped me and so we're asking him to like let us know. What
Unknown:does that go to? Right? Do you want to go to a streamer? Do you
Unknown:want it to go to a content creator? Like how should they
Unknown:spend it and then that's like the parameters we're not going
Unknown:to be so like, you can only get this Alienware computer but we
Unknown:are going to be specific right? And I'm excited because we're
Unknown:helping foster that like shame of not just networking but like
Unknown:community building, right? We're having leaders in the space,
Unknown:build through our tools and make things happen.
Lindsay Poss:Yeah, I think that's a really important point
Lindsay Poss:that it's, it's not just a one and done process either. It's
Lindsay Poss:kind of it builds on itself. And I like it when there's an
Lindsay Poss:opportunity to also to see things through. Because even if,
Lindsay Poss:even if you even if the person who said raised money, it's
Lindsay Poss:really nice to be able to actually know what it's going to
Lindsay Poss:as well, right, or to at least know that you have the option
Lindsay Poss:because I can also imagine raising money and not wanting to
Lindsay Poss:think about it. But it's nice that the either way you can be
Lindsay Poss:involved in the process from start to finish, whether you
Lindsay Poss:choose where it goes, or whether you say, this is for you to
Lindsay Poss:choose you to decide, but I want to, you know, you're kept in the
Lindsay Poss:loop kind of all the way through, I think that's a really
Lindsay Poss:unique way of giving. That makes a lot to me. Yeah, so, so good
Lindsay Poss:thinking I guess. But forward, I do want to talk a little bit
Lindsay Poss:more about getting into the industry. I know, we've touched
Lindsay Poss:on a lot of points might my goal coming into this podcast was
Lindsay Poss:splitting up into getting into the industry, and then talking
Lindsay Poss:about once you're actually in and we've already kind of
Lindsay Poss:covered both angles, but I want to take a step back a little bit
Lindsay Poss:and get more on track with my original the structure I had in
Lindsay Poss:mind. But I wanted to also share some resources with our
Lindsay Poss:audience. Because when we had initially Matt, you shared some
Lindsay Poss:really good research and stories with me, one in particular about
Lindsay Poss:getting hired and I, I feel like such a millennial slash Gen Z or
Lindsay Poss:when talk about the job market and all of that, like it's kind
Lindsay Poss:of a typical refrain, especially during the Great Recession,
Lindsay Poss:which has come up and so many of my podcasts, but it's hard. I
Lindsay Poss:actually just recently went through the job market. And I
Lindsay Poss:applied for over 100 positions and got no callbacks. And yeah,
Lindsay Poss:it's and I truly don't take that personally. And I'm lucky to
Lindsay Poss:have that that afforded that fortitude, I guess, because it's
Lindsay Poss:difficult to not take it personally. But there's so much.
Lindsay Poss:There's, it's almost like winning the lottery, when you
Lindsay Poss:just get a job interview at this point. There's so many
Lindsay Poss:roadblocks in the way. And it's shared a story with me about a
Lindsay Poss:fake resume that someone had basically optimized for resume
Lindsay Poss:readers that just had utterly ridiculous bullet points in it,
Lindsay Poss:like connected with Reed Hoffman on LinkedIn and slid into the
Lindsay Poss:DMS. And Team coffee maker and shirt team of six was fully
Lindsay Poss:caffeinated with an Arctic coffee beans ground up to 14
Lindsay Poss:nanometer particles. And yeah, that fake resume got tons of
Lindsay Poss:callbacks.
Unknown:Right.
Lindsay Poss:And, you know, my real one didn't get as many, but
Lindsay Poss:it's okay. But the thing that really struck me about that
Lindsay Poss:resume was the sort of vicious feedback loop or in where that
Lindsay Poss:person just wrote down that they had software developing
Lindsay Poss:experience at every major tech company, and therefore got
Lindsay Poss:callbacks. And that is sort of similar to what you were saying
Lindsay Poss:earlier about breaking into the industry, and how you needed to
Lindsay Poss:already have eight years of experience, right? Which doesn't
Lindsay Poss:really help people. But do you have any words of advice or
Lindsay Poss:resources or just thoughts on how we could change that or what
Lindsay Poss:people could do now when they're trying to get in, breaking
Lindsay Poss:through the system?
Unknown:I think people need to let go of some of their
Unknown:preconceived biases about younger hires and newer hires.
Unknown:And I've been a hiring manager more than once in my time in the
Unknown:gaming industry. And like, I was, so I hired like, literally
Unknown:a year ago, I was hiring for two different roles. And one of
Unknown:them. You know, I did interview a lot of younger candidates, I
Unknown:did interview a lot of. So here's another problem, and I'm
Unknown:just going in different directions, but feel free to
Unknown:stop me. One of the major problems, I
Lindsay Poss:love it. I love changing.
Unknown:The major in the gaming industry is it's mostly white
Unknown:men 74%. Like I'm pulling the stat from literally Google
Unknown:because my coworker of mine, and I were like, what is it? And
Unknown:it's between 70 to 77% is white men, right? So they're
Unknown:surrounding themselves with themselves. And this is like,
Unknown:there's nothing necessarily insidious about that. You know,
Unknown:it's you know, right. But then when they're like, Who do we go
Unknown:to hire? Right? Where do we go to do this, like today? I was in
Unknown:a conversation with a group of people. And we were talking
Unknown:about who do we bring on for this like, big prestigious thing
Unknown:next, and it was like, there were 10 candidates, and most of
Unknown:them were white men brought in by white men, or a white, you
Unknown:know, yeah, you know, right. So, I was the one that brought on
Unknown:and for what it's worth, one of the people did try to bring on
Unknown:Hispanic men. But different on, I brought on two women of
Unknown:diverse backgrounds, because and I look really hard and they're,
Unknown:they're a little bit more junior compared to the other
Unknown:candidates. But I think that's okay. Because I think that it's
Unknown:really important to, to grow people into the roles to give
Unknown:them the opportunities to grow. If you're not, if you don't have
Unknown:the bandwidth and time to train people that you really need to
Unknown:talk to your company about, like, giving you more headcount
Unknown:in general, right. And also, I think it's okay to create a role
Unknown:and train somebody how to be really good in that role, so
Unknown:that they can advance their career, taking those types of
Unknown:risks may seem scary, but it's important that we start doing so
Unknown:or we're gonna continue with this. It's 2021. And we're,
Unknown:we're literally majority men, majority white men. And so I
Unknown:think that the only way this will change is you take risks,
Unknown:as a hiring manager, if you look out and recommend people that
Unknown:you might not have thought of before, if you think a little
Unknown:bit outside the box, and if you give people positions of power
Unknown:leadership, I was recently working with a company. And
Unknown:there were a lot of women who felt they had no leadership
Unknown:opportunities internally, right. And the there was a lot of like,
Unknown:little, you know, groups that were helping manage, like, the
Unknown:brand, right? Diversity, and I was like, You should take these
Unknown:young women who don't have, you know, they've been here for five
Unknown:years, but they're, you know, 25, they're younger, and you
Unknown:give them the opportunity by putting them in a leadership
Unknown:role and saying, This is what we need to accomplish, we will be
Unknown:here to mentor you. Let's figure it out. And that's how you help
Unknown:develop leaders within your organization and help lift them
Unknown:up. But if we're not willing to do it internally, if we're not
Unknown:willing to do it on hiring practices, we will continue to
Unknown:see a mostly majority white male audience of not even audiences,
Unknown:you know, faces when gaming and reality is played, like the 50%
Unknown:of like, 48 to 52%, depending on what you're looking at
Unknown:statistics of gamers are women. So, you know,
Lindsay Poss:right? Well against the whole, if you keep
Lindsay Poss:doing what you've always done, you're going to keep getting
Lindsay Poss:what you've always got, which is a very metaphorical I don't know
Lindsay Poss:if that's the right word, but it's very short way of saying
Lindsay Poss:that. Something's got to change. Right. I totally agree with
Lindsay Poss:that. I actually was just reading a book. Are you familiar
Lindsay Poss:with the AI researcher? Janelle Shane? Yes, yes. Yeah. So I was
Lindsay Poss:just reading her book, total plug for her. But she's a great
Lindsay Poss:blog called ai ai weirdness. And she released a book called, you
Lindsay Poss:look like a thing, and I love you. And it's a great book. And
Lindsay Poss:she actually talks specifically about resume readers and bots
Lindsay Poss:built to read resumes. And one of them I can't remember who
Lindsay Poss:exactly what this this story was. But basically, one of them
Lindsay Poss:found that the highest likelihood, highest piece of
Lindsay Poss:information that was most likely to get you hired, was to be
Lindsay Poss:named Jared. It was like, every bot learned that that name,
Lindsay Poss:which is a predominantly white male name, somehow made it
Lindsay Poss:through the hiring process more often than a lot of people with
Lindsay Poss:a lot of other different qualifications, which I find
Lindsay Poss:very funny. And speaks to this issue. And I think, Well, I
Lindsay Poss:think one of the things that you raise a good point on is that
Lindsay Poss:employers themselves do have due diligence to actually spend the
Lindsay Poss:time on these types of things. And I don't think we have a
Lindsay Poss:culture that encourages that. Now, from this fake resume
Lindsay Poss:article, one of the things that was amazing was this person kept
Lindsay Poss:getting callbacks. And they kept saying name one thing on the
Lindsay Poss:resume that you found interesting. And almost none of
Lindsay Poss:the hiring managers or none of the hiring managers he spoke
Lindsay Poss:with, could name any one thing from that resume. So clearly,
Lindsay Poss:they're just getting recommendations based on certain
Lindsay Poss:things and the whole ethical issue with AI and how it's built
Lindsay Poss:and how resume readers are built. And it winds up hurting
Lindsay Poss:very specific communities, especially for people in women
Lindsay Poss:of color. And then especially they're women of color. So,
Lindsay Poss:yeah, just this whole cyclical thing.
Unknown:It's cyclical. Yeah. Another good book, I added,
Unknown:while you were talking, I ended up with my Kindle, because I
Unknown:just I just like having a lot to read. And I'm supposed to read
Unknown:100 bucks by the end of the year, and I'm at 83. Oh, wow,
Unknown:that like Peter unthread topia is a really good book about Sun
Unknown:Valley. Yeah, I think maybe we might have discussed this. I'm
Unknown:not sure. But it's definitely one of those interesting reads.
Unknown:And the first couple of pages is like, we set ourselves and
Unknown:evening as part of tech, right. But we set our failure by some
Unknown:of the first images being a pornographic image of a woman.
Unknown:Oh, yeah. My boy who did not consent to it, right. And
Unknown:everybody was fine with it, because it was a roomful of
Unknown:1970s, white, you know, half high college students, right, I
Unknown:think there, but it's developed. And it's one piece of a whole
Unknown:puzzle that has put us in this uncomfortable position of like,
Unknown:you know, not being able to fight back and not being able to
Unknown:like, if you really think about it, too, we build the workday we
Unknown:Build HR structures, we've built communication styles around the
Unknown:preferences of our white male colleagues. And so when people
Unknown:minorities come in, and when women come in and try to either
Unknown:have the same communication style or are different, there
Unknown:can be a real problem and how they are perceived. And I have
Unknown:this like little chart that you can find. It's like, you know,
Unknown:when a woman of color enters the space, and it's like, she is
Unknown:celebrated a lot is like the first couple of months, because
Unknown:she's done this, like, excellent job at uplifting and everybody
Unknown:loves her. And she's great. And she's awesome. And then a couple
Unknown:of months later, it's like, she's starting to notice the
Unknown:problems in the company. And she's calling them out because
Unknown:she's the only woman of color and leadership. And then she
Unknown:exits the company, whether by choice or by force, because they
Unknown:didn't understand her, they don't like being called out for
Unknown:their shit. And it is, like I share it in groups of women all
Unknown:the time. Like, there's a ton of diversity groups. Every single
Unknown:time without fail, a woman's like, holy shit has happened to
Unknown:me. And it's such a shame.
Lindsay Poss:Yes, I was actually going to bring up that
Lindsay Poss:exact graphic, I will absolutely be linking to it in the show
Lindsay Poss:notes. Because I think it's so important to little tangents on
Lindsay Poss:your tangents. The first is I always, always, always share
Lindsay Poss:that story from Boto Growtopia. And my absolute favorite thing
Lindsay Poss:was the male researcher who said exactly, Oh, we didn't think it
Lindsay Poss:was a problem, because there's no women there. So how could it
Lindsay Poss:be a problem? Nobody in the room saw as a problem. You are
Lindsay Poss:literally in the wrong room. That's the issue. Sorry, I
Lindsay Poss:thought that that was so funny. And secondly, 83 books is very
Lindsay Poss:impressive on the year, my yearly goals always 60. And any
Lindsay Poss:if any of the readers would like book recommendations, reach out
Lindsay Poss:to Chris or me. Big books. Yeah. Broto is a good one. And also
Lindsay Poss:the ethical algorithm. Very good one, if you're into okay. Yeah,
Lindsay Poss:if you're into reading, I try to I try to read a minimum of five
Lindsay Poss:learning books, educational books per year, you know,
Lindsay Poss:memoirs, or science books or something. Five out of the 6060s
Lindsay Poss:like my magic number for the year. I tried to make five of
Lindsay Poss:them educational, and the ethical algorithm has been in
Lindsay Poss:there. And Janelle, Shane's book, you look like a thing, and
Lindsay Poss:I love you, which follows up her incredible blog very well. But
Lindsay Poss:anyways, I know that we talked about gaming.
Unknown:Right, yeah. There's an intertwining there, right. It's
Unknown:the same sort of energy, the same sort of like, it's built
Unknown:off of a certain image of like, what technology nerd nerd
Unknown:fandoms, etc, was the sort of gatekeeping kind of thing but
Unknown:that still happens to this day.
Lindsay Poss:Even office temperatures, that that's one
Lindsay Poss:thing that always astounded me, the office temperature is set so
Lindsay Poss:that men are comfortable. So I've had jobs where I'm wearing
Lindsay Poss:slippers and Snuggies and all kinds of things because men
Lindsay Poss:typically Well, in pre COVID times, and even now, but I don't
Lindsay Poss:know if men are actually physiologically warmer, it
Lindsay Poss:certainly feels like it. I'm sure if that's true. Typically
Lindsay Poss:wearing pants and long sleeve shirts, button ups, sport coats,
Lindsay Poss:so the office temperature is typically set to cater to that.
Lindsay Poss:And if you're a woman in the summertime, who has the the joy
Lindsay Poss:of wearing a dress when it's hot outside, you also get the joy of
Lindsay Poss:absolutely freezing inside all day. Because yeah, every office
Lindsay Poss:temperature is set in the 60s, Decatur, so very far. At least
Lindsay Poss:the work from home offices will have that problem, you know,
Lindsay Poss:right. Other issues. Chris, what has your experience been as a
Lindsay Poss:minority woman in the gaming industry? What types of things
Lindsay Poss:and experience look,
Unknown:I have learned through my time in gaming because I I'm
Unknown:a millennial, right? So I'm 31 years old. And when I was in,
Unknown:you ain't yourself?
Lindsay Poss:Nobody. Nobody
Unknown:will call um, you can? Yeah, I was like, Why hide? It
Unknown:was what's gonna happen. I'm not gonna cry it out. So I'm gonna
Unknown:use this as an example. And I talked about her in so many
Unknown:podcasts, but she hasn't. She hasn't picked up on it yet. So I
Unknown:in college, ran the FSU League of Legends club, I went to
Unknown:Florida State, I'm accidentally wearing my college stuff like
Unknown:that, because I'm at home. And I was running the club and I was
Unknown:one of the only girls there Right. And, you know, another
Unknown:girl joins the fray and her name was Sloane. And I was so
Unknown:protective of my space. I was like, not a real gamer. She
Unknown:thought this I was really ugly. Like it was not pretty how I act
Unknown:with this girl. And now of course she's one of my best
Unknown:friends. She also works in the gaming industry, but I had to
Unknown:over time in gaming, learn the love and respect that other
Unknown:women bring to the table and I will say that some of my biggest
Unknown:allies in gaming are women, right? Are women who sit and
Unknown:understand or respect the every job I leave it You know, I, I
Unknown:bring with me some incredible women that I would kill to work
Unknown:with ever again, like, you know, one of my old bosses when I was
Unknown:working with Google studios, Nicole colop, one of the best
Unknown:event managers in the business, just crazy good at what she
Unknown:does, right. And, you know, I learned so much from her. But
Unknown:you know, like, there's also limited jobs right in that room
Unknown:coat market feels like there's some of the jobs, right. So if
Unknown:Nicole and I were in the job market, at the same time, I
Unknown:might go up against her. And in fact, I've gone up against other
Unknown:women in this industry, or other people, this industry for jobs,
Unknown:but I, I'm so respectful of the fact that like, she could get it
Unknown:like, I love that, right. And that's not somebody I was when I
Unknown:was younger. And then it might also be you were a young woman
Unknown:and a teenager thing, and you grew up, but either way, in
Unknown:terms of how I'm treated overall, it's better, it used to
Unknown:be a lot worse. It's improving, it used to be really bad. Is it
Unknown:perfect? No, do I want young women that are exiting college
Unknown:to get treated the way I have, or still sometimes do? Not at
Unknown:all. And I think it's important that I, as an older woman in
Unknown:this industry, use my voice to help to help these young women,
Unknown:because if I don't speak up, and it is on them, the onus is often
Unknown:on their careers, because when you do speak out, and we have
Unknown:seen the effects on some people, right, your career can be
Unknown:damaged, it can be ruined, and a good good things could
Unknown:negatively happen. So for me, it is it is imperative that I do
Unknown:what I can to say, Hey, she deserves an opportunity, hey,
Unknown:she deserves to be in the room, hey, she deserves to be spoken
Unknown:for, I will always try to be as a gala terian as possible, and
Unknown:I've messed it up, don't get me wrong, like I've definitely shot
Unknown:myself in the foot. But I really want to be there for women. And
Unknown:recently, I went to the esports business conference in Las
Unknown:Vegas. And there was a young woman there that was traveling
Unknown:by herself. And I just was an absolute shock that she was at
Unknown:the same conference, I went to an after party, that like
Unknown:there's no door guard, there was nothing and this was months ago,
Unknown:okay, it's just like October. I know.
Unknown:I got hit on twice at this party. And I just, I was not,
Unknown:I'm not there to be hit on I'm not on LinkedIn to be hit on I'm
Unknown:not posting on my professional, whatever Twitter to be hit on.
Unknown:Like, sure, I might post a photo of myself but even still not
Unknown:asking to be hit on if you see me on a dating profile, feel
Unknown:free to send me you know, a DM right, but I'm not there for
Unknown:that. Right. And so it really annoyed me that it was two older
Unknown:gentlemen as well. So it wasn't like, you know, some young new
Unknown:to the industry there. They were older men who clearly lived
Unknown:establish the space who clearly have enough money to take
Unknown:themselves to a $2,000 ticketed event in Vegas. And and it
Unknown:really rubbed me the wrong way. Because this girl was here alone
Unknown:and she didn't know anybody. And she came hoping to make friends.
Unknown:And she's younger the industry too. And the whole time I kept
Unknown:thinking of how one awesome badass girl she was like badass
Unknown:bitch like crazy cool that you're there for to how scared I
Unknown:was for her. And that really sucks to feel right. But it's
Unknown:unfortunately not wrong. We've heard multiple stories of women
Unknown:being refeed meets him movements allegations. Yeah, absolutely.
Lindsay Poss:Yeah. Well, it's just so weird. To think I forget
Lindsay Poss:where it was recently. And I thought wow, for the first time
Lindsay Poss:ever, I'm actually not worried. I'm completely comfortable.
Lindsay Poss:What? What a concept, you know, that that has not in and that
Lindsay Poss:was a very specific situation, I'm struggling to remember
Lindsay Poss:exactly what it was. But it's what you're talking about. It's
Lindsay Poss:almost like you're always there's always a guard up, which
Lindsay Poss:also doesn't help with with a professional career. And I don't
Lindsay Poss:mean that in the sense that it's an individual's faults, if they
Lindsay Poss:have that guard up. And they can't really express themselves
Lindsay Poss:or freely say what they wish to say or present new ideas. I was
Lindsay Poss:in a position in a company where when I would present new ideas
Lindsay Poss:to a superior, he said, I'm likely I'll probably say yes to
Lindsay Poss:all of your ideas, because you remind me of my daughter. And it
Lindsay Poss:just it was so disheartening, because I did not see that kind
Lindsay Poss:of sentiment from my male colleagues, first of all. And
Lindsay Poss:second of all, I don't want to my ideas to be valued because of
Lindsay Poss:a woman I want them to be valued because they're good ideas and
Lindsay Poss:the same way backward. I wouldn't want to be approached
Lindsay Poss:at a business conference because I'm attractive but because I'm
Lindsay Poss:interesting and had something interesting to say or write or
Lindsay Poss:you just wanted to get to know a stranger because they're also in
Lindsay Poss:the gaming industry. And that right guard can be detrimental
Lindsay Poss:to your own career but without it you subject yourself to so
Lindsay Poss:many comments and things and situations. It's it's an
Lindsay Poss:impossible choice. off really?
Unknown:Yeah. I got like thinking of that conference, but
Unknown:I feel bad your conference organizers if you hear me, I
Unknown:don't think you are bad people. But let's talk about diversity
Unknown:and how you bring it to a conference. We were I was in a
Unknown:panel with like the VP of like Dignitas, like Aaron Ashley
Unknown:Simon, who is incredible women, like every single woman on the
Unknown:panel was really cool. 90% of our attendees were women. We
Unknown:have three men in that room. And at the very end of it, some guy
Unknown:is like, let's give credit to the men that are here. And of
Unknown:course, this beautifully gentle saw on the stage with us was
Unknown:like, yeah, and they all start coughing. And I'm like, Are you
Unknown:serious? You were plotting the bare minimum right now you
Unknown:showed up? You got out of bed like i
Lindsay Poss:The bar is beneath the floor. You don't even know
Lindsay Poss:you're stepping over it.
Unknown:Yeah, there's a picture of me on Twitter making a very
Unknown:clearly like disgusted face at like that exact moment
Unknown:happening. It's a really awful like I developed a billion chip
Unknown:on it. But it was just like, just not I was so annoyed. I was
Unknown:like this. And then of course, a bunch of men start showing up
Unknown:because the next panel happens to have somebody from who knows
Unknown:what they're and like, I wish one that we didn't have to only
Unknown:be on panels about diversity, I have marketing experience, I am
Unknown:an event manager, I have built audiences, I have built
Unknown:companies from the ground up, I do not need to only be on
Unknown:diversity panels. So I wish people would stop asking for
Unknown:just those, and to show up and learn about diversity, at least,
Unknown:like learn what it is to be diverse learn. Like there was a
Unknown:diversity. There was like a charity panel that was being
Unknown:held. And all the people on that panel, right met and I was like,
Unknown:whoa, wait, I run a non for profit, where it was my advice,
Unknown:right? And anything that's be petty. And so you could have
Unknown:done a ton of other incredible people for nonprofits. But what
Unknown:I'm saying is, sometimes there's not thought process behind how
Unknown:we activate and how we do things. And we really need to
Unknown:sit down and do the homework, you know, especially for my
Unknown:white colleagues, it is your responsibility to put in that
Unknown:extra energy and extra effort. And they're like, oh, but that's
Unknown:all like learning, you know, whatever. Like, I have to make
Unknown:sure that I'm acting in a very specific way to not anger
Unknown:somebody and not come across as intimidating or aggressive.
Unknown:Because then I lose positioning and power right? In my speech.
Unknown:And then I my credit is taken away. And I'm the spicy Latina.
Unknown:Right? And that's a shame. And that's to say, sorry, I went a
Unknown:little a little bit of a tear. But
Lindsay Poss:no, don't apologize for that. Because
Lindsay Poss:there's so many good points in there. And I was actually
Lindsay Poss:fortunate enough to have some of the women from Dignitas on a
Lindsay Poss:couple weeks ago. And we specifically talked about
Lindsay Poss:panels. It wasn't it wasn't Aaron Ashley Simon, although I'm
Lindsay Poss:very familiar with her work. And she truly seems lovely. I have
Lindsay Poss:not had the pleasure of meeting her. But I absolutely take your
Lindsay Poss:and everyone else's word that she's great. But we spoke about
Lindsay Poss:this exact problem and how often panels that are all women panels
Lindsay Poss:are called and all women panel where they could be called the
Lindsay Poss:marketing panel or the community development panel or a nonprofit
Lindsay Poss:panel. There's no reason why you can't have a panel of all women
Lindsay Poss:who are just all experts, these plenty of panels of all men who
Lindsay Poss:are just experts so and that it's funny that you bring that
Lindsay Poss:up in the context of being on a panel with someone from
Lindsay Poss:Dignitas. Because the Dignitas people had the exact same
Lindsay Poss:sentiment about being on their own panels and sharing those
Lindsay Poss:experiences with other women. Hey, guys, like we're just here,
Lindsay Poss:because we're good at what we do. Not because of our gender,
Unknown:right? Like, think about it right now. Like one of
Unknown:the best people in community management in this moment is
Unknown:Victoria Tria, right. She's the among us account. She started at
Unknown:kitfox games, she's grown her social media presence in the
Unknown:presence of everything she's worked on by millions on some of
Unknown:them, right. And we need to take her seriously on that level. And
Unknown:she shouldn't just be speaking at women's conferences. And I,
Unknown:she is a great example. But she's not the only one who's
Unknown:doing badass work. And I really want us to, like, bring more of
Unknown:us to the front, not just women, but like diverse people, people
Unknown:that are other, you know, representations, like diversity
Unknown:is, of course, more than just women race. Sorry.
Lindsay Poss:Oh, no, you're fine. That's what I was wanting
Lindsay Poss:to say. I know this is not called the metal woman podcast.
Lindsay Poss:But the goal is to actually be talking about diversity
Lindsay Poss:inclusion in a much broader level for everyone to be able to
Lindsay Poss:relate to and understand and learn from. So. I appreciate
Lindsay Poss:that you bring up that point because I do think it's
Lindsay Poss:important to note that everyone benefits from diversity. It is
Lindsay Poss:not just the people you bring in and lift up. There is no
Lindsay Poss:situation in which bringing more voices or collaborating more or
Lindsay Poss:including more people winds up with a bad result. Whereas if
Lindsay Poss:you have all the same type of person, we have seen what the
Lindsay Poss:result is over and over.
Unknown:And you can clubhouse what it was like super bag
Lindsay Poss:Did for maybe a month it was, oh, gosh, what an
Lindsay Poss:experience
Unknown:over and over again, I could memorize some of those
Unknown:people speeches and be like, Hi, I'm blank. Like, like, like, you
Unknown:know what I mean? Like, we need to give the microphone to so
Unknown:many other people. And so for Latin X and gaming, for example,
Unknown:like I do talks for us, but I also starting, you know, not
Unknown:starting, I can't offer opportunities to the rest of the
Unknown:team, to other staff to other people that are involved,
Unknown:because I really, like I'm not the only Latino story. I'm not
Unknown:the only Latina woman in the industry. And you can hear from
Unknown:me all the time. There's there's other people out there, you can
Unknown:hear him too.
Lindsay Poss:Can you tell me a little bit more about Latinos or
Lindsay Poss:Latin x in gaming? What what the organization does? Why you
Lindsay Poss:start, I think why you started is a little obvious, but I still
Lindsay Poss:would love to hear more of the origin story what you do with
Lindsay Poss:it. All that good stuff.
Unknown:Yeah, yeah. So like next and gaming started,
Unknown:because, obviously, right, like, we didn't have a support
Unknown:network, the way like GDC happens every year. And there
Unknown:was like women's game meetup Lacson games meetup Latinx.
Unknown:Game, like, whistle tumbleweed, like we were never really like
Unknown:around. So I started it with, you know, a couple of other
Unknown:people because I wanted us to be around. So it started as just a
Unknown:community and like a side thing. And I like put a lot of heart
Unknown:and soul into it. I really love building communities. I really
Unknown:love building groups of people together that have common
Unknown:experiences, which is why I started FSU League of Legends
Unknown:when I was like 19. And so what happened was that one days, one
Unknown:of our mentors to that her Mita, who was at 90 of the time and
Unknown:now runs her own company, it was like, why don't I just give you
Unknown:guys some money and you become an NPO? And it was like, let's
Unknown:make a decision. Like, are we ready to start doing this. So
Unknown:what we offer is grants, which I've mentioned like that we're
Unknown:trying to help you kind of bridge those gaps. We're going
Unknown:to be we have other partnerships in the works. But we do do a
Unknown:career fair every year. And we also do a Hispanic Heritage
Unknown:Month celebration every year. So those are our three main
Unknown:features. But that doesn't mean that we're not branching out and
Unknown:doing other things. There's definitely a lot more to come.
Unknown:And if anybody's interested in working with us, our email is
Unknown:contact at Lonex and gaming, liberal comm. And you can reach
Unknown:us through there.
Lindsay Poss:I was going to specifically ask our listeners
Lindsay Poss:to get involved if they wanted to. Definitely google it. But if
Lindsay Poss:you also are looking for work, yes, contact, contact Chris,
Lindsay Poss:Chris and team. Can you tell me some of what you guys have done
Lindsay Poss:what you're proudest of? What you can brag about, because I
Lindsay Poss:love hearing women brag about stuff.
Unknown:I love that we have over four no over 5 billion
Unknown:views of our content all made by Latin X creators, and X folks
Unknown:showing off their art showing off their speed runs showing off
Unknown:everything like, oh, 5 million views is no, that's pretty cool.
Unknown:We also have had 30 people hired in the past year through our
Unknown:channels and network resources. And it was it means that there
Unknown:are 30 more people here that may not have been here before. And
Unknown:voices 30 more voices. And I guess another great achievement
Unknown:is is that we kind of brag about him. I don't think he ever was
Unknown:so Fernando Reyes Medina is one of our co founders and he just
Unknown:got Forbes 30 under 30. And it's an incredible accomplishment.
Unknown:Yeah, because he came from nothing. He used to do dance
Unknown:instructing classes so he could pay for college because he was
Unknown:very poor in Mexico City. And now look at him and he's 30
Unknown:under 30 He's launching Halo like that's the type of
Unknown:inspirational story that like Latino kids need to hear that
Unknown:you can in fact get here. It's a lot of work. But you can get
Unknown:right.
Lindsay Poss:Yeah, I think well that is that's so great. And
Lindsay Poss:congratulations to him and congratulations to you for
Lindsay Poss:building what sounds like a really awesome and not only
Lindsay Poss:awesome but fun team. Like you guys actually might have some
Lindsay Poss:fun on these projects and like actually like each other which
Lindsay Poss:is the NOC to be up interesting. So
Unknown:now cut through MPO is because we talked about this
Unknown:before the programming, but we both lived in DC. And I Oh God
Unknown:it's like mercenaries for hire NPO edition. Like it's crazy how
Unknown:just wild some of these people are. But yeah,
Lindsay Poss:that's exactly the experience that I'm referencing.
Lindsay Poss:Someone who worked in DC and left it for a reason, I suppose
Lindsay Poss:you could say it was very fun while it lasted. But it it it's
Lindsay Poss:MPOs can be a really crazy world. Honestly,
Unknown:thank you. I think they really think
Lindsay Poss:well, things like playing video games actually
Lindsay Poss:like a pretty good preparation. You know, because it's either
Lindsay Poss:you're the one endlessly trying to do something and not getting
Lindsay Poss:the result that you'd like to get. Or you're the one who's
Lindsay Poss:trying to break in and be in a in a guild or clan or something
Lindsay Poss:where you need to learn a little bit, but nobody is patient
Lindsay Poss:enough to teach you anything or give you advice. So very gently
Lindsay Poss:applicable experience. So just really quick to summarize for
Lindsay Poss:all of our listeners, we talked a little bit about getting into
Lindsay Poss:the industry per set, it started for her at 23 ish, sort of
Lindsay Poss:started with you figuring out what you wanted to do and what
Lindsay Poss:you liked and working off of that. I know, that sounds
Lindsay Poss:simple, but it's definitely not that simple. There's a lot of
Lindsay Poss:barriers to go through between resume readers and not having
Lindsay Poss:the right people in the room and not having the right people to
Lindsay Poss:uplift your voice even when they are in the room. And it can be
Lindsay Poss:really tough out there. And once you're in the industry, we
Lindsay Poss:talked a little bit about how hard it is, again, to get your
Lindsay Poss:voice heard, but how important it is to be able to stand up for
Lindsay Poss:yourself. And in a way that's possible. I don't think either
Lindsay Poss:one of us would advocate for people losing a livelihood if
Lindsay Poss:they didn't want to. But in ways that you are able to stand up
Lindsay Poss:for yourself, I think that's a very encouraged thing to do. So
Lindsay Poss:yeah, and then we finally talked about vs awesome organization,
Lindsay Poss:Latinos flashlight next in gaming history, check it out a
Lindsay Poss:lot of events and resources and grant money, and a lot of really
Lindsay Poss:cool stories. So anyone needs an uplifting story, go read
Lindsay Poss:Fernando's biography.
Unknown:Yeah, seriously.
Lindsay Poss:I like to end every episode on a little moment
Lindsay Poss:of reflection. So this is the chance kind of to look back at
Lindsay Poss:what you've done, what maybe you've liked, what you haven't
Lindsay Poss:liked, what has worked, what hasn't worked, and just share
Lindsay Poss:with our listeners, what one thing you would like to tell
Lindsay Poss:your younger self about getting into the gaming industry and
Lindsay Poss:being successful,
Unknown:your failures are as much as part of your success as
Unknown:your win. Don't be sad that you've failed, learn from it.
Lindsay Poss:You know, failure is something that's come up in
Lindsay Poss:these moments or reflection more than once. And it's a real skill
Lindsay Poss:to be able to embrace it. And to come out on top of it.
Lindsay Poss:Particularly for women and people of color. It can be very
Lindsay Poss:difficult because that the barriers are so much greater. So
Lindsay Poss:the chance of failure is so much higher, but don't give up. Yeah,
Lindsay Poss:though, Chris, thank you so much for coming on. This was so much
Lindsay Poss:fun. I I have only gotten to speak with you a couple times.
Lindsay Poss:But I can truly say that each time has been a very fun
Lindsay Poss:experience and a little bit of bellyaching never hurt, I think
Lindsay Poss:it's, it's good. It's good to talk about these things and to
Lindsay Poss:highlight the negative sometimes and highlight what some of the
Lindsay Poss:real problems are out there. Cuz there's no way they're gonna get
Lindsay Poss:solved unless we acknowledge them. So I appreciate your
Lindsay Poss:willingness to be open and to talk about subjects. And to
Lindsay Poss:bring especially perspective from a woman in color, and I
Lindsay Poss:hope that everyone who's learning learns, listens and
Lindsay Poss:learns with an open mind. So that's the one thing we could
Lindsay Poss:all use more of, I think.
Unknown:Yeah, completely agreed. And thank you so much
Unknown:for having me. Experiment if
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